I dreamed that i overslept and missed my FP today! My mentor called and roared at me and told me that she will fail me immediately. This dream is so true and i can feel that im crying. Hahahaha.. heng den mum wake me up and i realised im late soon. Den after that i feel like im having runs.. but den i guess its a factor of feeling stress instead..
Woah.. musical chairs for today's lesson~ Had a fun time with them. The laughter of the children is all worth my lacking of sleep. Junheng, Qianxin, Huey Ning, Sidnarth, Christy and Jovan!!! Bebebes! We had fun in the hokey pokey. And of caz, my maroon ribbon is one of the attraction!
After which, went to CCK park to do assignment. I walked there.. whooOoO~ *melted* RE SI WO LE! Lappie is heavy, arms are breaking and head is scorching. At last dao le.. the walking journey with no tree no shelter.. yao zhong shu le. =X
Bought alot of stickers for the children. WhoOoO hoOo.. again.. hao re ar! I can feel that im sweating like crazy. Somemore in parsamalam.. is hot dao~ the extent of having breathing difficulties le. Hahahaha.. Jie guo mai stickers dao late for C.D class.
In C.D, im so fancinated by the playkit. Got alot of weird idea and told max and ah xue. LOLX.. the both of them must be going gaga over my game idea. I had problem in telling you gals properly.. too excited le. Hee.. if only i can use nian li to let you gals read my mind for tat moment. =P Tomorrow lets go Toys R us for more ideas..
After that, ah xue went home with me. She willingly wanted to take 985. I din ask her de lor. She said it out herself de. *touched* Wheeee~ i copied from her blog abt it.
"todae went home wit star agn. i grumbled and grumbled non-stop till she's willing to drink milk tea wit me. hee hee. im soo powerful :) and so, off we went to wm. we saw our white food! ahahaha. soo funny.. now tere is no doubt why we can click off soo well le. our eating style is completely the same. soo er xin to others. haha. but nvm, we wun xian qi each other de. found out tat we reali hav soo much in common until i couldnt stop laughing. thankew ger fer cumin to tis world to pei me. let's be gross fer the next hundred years ba." :)
TO: YOU
Hahahaha.. and about our friendship with you, i already took the SECOND time to talk to you. I guess you duno that im not happy with you is ONLY ABOUT the working attitude and NOT your character. Im ONLY PICKING ON the working attitude. So its okay if you are not bothering or doing anything to save our friendship.
I already take the initiative. BUT you are the one that brush me aside. But what i see the way you portrait yourself to me is only that you are not concern about our friendship. Caz even tiff and ah xue who criticize on your character and you are able to apologise to her so what's more than i only picking on ur working attitude? You dun think much rite? Mmm.. nvm. I said all these caz if you happen to read this, this will clear your misunderstand that im not happy with you NOT because of other factor. IT IS PURELY WORKING ATTITUDE. And im not shooting you or wad.. just trying to clear any misunderstanding. I wanted to tell you in face but ah xue said better not.. so i put it here.
Im not talking to you caz i want to see if you will reflect over what i say and when will you take the initiative to talk to me. Seriously, im waiting only. The longer you take, it will only make me think that you dun really care about our friendship. Caz this means communication break down only. Things can be the same again.. if only you will take the fourth step to save back our friendship. This is what i told ah xue.
i already took the third step to clear the air. So regarding all this matter, you can choose to talk to me to solve our friendship or simply the way we are having now. I can say is.. it doesnt matter much to me.. caz everything takes two hands to clap. (=
[people who read this, do not tag rubbish. Think before you tag anything regarding this caz i wrote this note is for her only]
You can come and question me with anything regarding this cold war. I will tell you what im unhappy about and i guess this is the only way to solve everything amicable. If only you care and wanted to do something..
MOOD INDICATOR: COOL~ Yours
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