nothing is keeping me busy actually, just no mood.
schools are closing and i just realise that......
exams is just around the corner.
eight days away!
gosh!
it means brain is going to get overloaded again. information wouldn't get deposited into my permanent storage. it only lingers in the temporary ones. gotta start my revision real soon. am lagging behind times.
anyways, just did fast shopping with bf. finally, got all stuff and i got mine too. yays! our fruitful day. but sad to say, xinyi went back to her days when she is broke. because of that anna sui concealer. i'm going to slap myself if it doesn't suits me. got myself a new reddy belt again. roars!
oh yeah, tomorrow i shall start digging my notes and gathered all out. time to study though don't feel like it. well, jie made her hair and when is my turn?!
have more sleep than normal days. satisfied. assignments are clearing. tomorrow shall hand in the last one and get my ass off those blardy assignments.
wahahahaha~
had a talk with max. just had this random thought. what if one day i had a gf instead of a bf? guess i'm a bi-sexual mentally but physically not. unable to accept the fact that i might get involved with a girl instead of a guy. for those who are, i salute to you.
it shows that the love is true. xinyi is not able to be that. but like i say, it's just some random thoughts. not considering to change my liking to girls instead la. haaha. currently, only get myself out from the grey relationship.
always trying to rescue myself from him. to lighten the chemistry each day. it shall be my objective. not to fall deeper into the twist of fate.
so yar. from friday onwards, no more clubbing or social entertainment. going to refrain from those addictive days and be a good girl.
mug at home
msn with friends.
that's all i gave.
((=
yays! stand by me and cheer for me.
moral support appreciated.
blastmewiththepersoninmymind. Yours
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