never say i changed because i club or drink. this shouldn't be the way that you should view me. but well, if you want, say whatever you want. my life changed but i did not. i club because of dance. i drink because of fun. i don't flirt or molest guys. comdemn me if you refer me as bad. seriously, i can't be bothered because there is no way that i will go suck up to you; to make you think that i'm those innocent girlfriends that you have.
i club, i drink, i did alot of things which i never really touch before. SO? there's always first time to everything. at least i don't do things to hurt myself. my parents don't even mind so why should other people mind?
somemore people who are not even related to me by blood?
i drink not because of him. It's because i wanted to; i feel like. i appreciated friends that care and love me. i don't want myself to forget trouble by the effect of alcohol. i won't allow that too. i'm sober. i know what i want. i know i have people who care and love me. somehow their presence were being overlooked. i kept thinking of things that i shouldn't be.
somehow, something
is bugging me
deep inside.
subconciously?
time is drawing. buck up. i got this study plan stucked inside my brain for quite long. i should start to draw the timing out soon. party will come again after work. after work, after money, after time, after company ALL to be settled first.
there's more time for party. now prior my things right. cheers. forget the heart of affairs or bury it down deep so that it will take some time to surface.
yup. that's it. i shall do it. ((= and i know something. that day you msged me not because you wanted to explain? it's because someone asked you to do so? wow wow wow, now i know it. isolation should start taking effect i supposed.
missinghimisonlypartofmydailyroutine. Yours
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