i feel lousy.
i broke their enthusiasm.
i couldn't come out with something,
that compromises to my mixed feelings.
my bad.
chose to remain silent.
till the last minute,
which i couldn't hold any longer.
only then,
i send you a msg
and it reveals all
my anxiety.
again,
i feel remorseful.
to neglect my friends
because of one.
i know i had to do something,
before he breaks.
i sounded horrible,
but i know how he feels
to now have
a listening partner.
maybe,
he doesn't wants to get blogged down
in entries of any
but well,
he left footsteps
which i chose to follow.
perhaps,
i want to care about something
which matters to me bits.
i used to think that,
friends ain't that important.
but i was proven wrong.
for now i can see,
you are not just anybody
that i can condemn anywhere.
because,
you changed my opinion.
surprisingly,
you are one of the friend
that i communicate the least, physically.
yet, i sensed your presence
so true almost every moment.
so far yet so near,
can be theorised it
for me and you.
guess,
no one can understand the friendship we shared.
mister,
open yourself and accept me.
i promise i will try to be a 24/7 friend,
to be a quiet listening ear.
if only you willing
to have me beside...
i wouldn't want to fail as a friend anymore.
i hate myself to think of failing once again. Yours
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