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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

had a nightmare last night. it scares the hell out of me. was stucked in a ghost town where there are only the few of us. and the process of losing them was terrible. was abused, baby was shot and died right in my arm. i jumped from bed with wet pillow. thank goodness a sms woke me from this nightmare.


hahas! must be thinking too much that results in this kinny nightmare. ahh, dad is scolding me again. more problems carry on and soon it will kill me. blahs! shall solve those problems to clear unwanted unhappiness. whoo~


i will be strong. cheerful. darlings don't worry for me kays. i'm alright. i will kick my down in the dumps days off soon. everyone has emotionally scars. since i am able to have few relationships before, why not get this over too?


life won't stop and wait for me to recover. i see the need to force myself to go the other way. shouldn't let any unwanted feelings to linger. check it out~ i will be able to stand up and say i've recovered. i will try, for my own good. hahas!


i'm getting bites all over. from my secret les partner mossie. so itchy! yikes. it appeared more like bruises. has been getting glarings like i'm an abuse girl. or it looks more like i'm some enzyme kid. shall on my mortein tonight. but why i'm the only who got bitten while jie got none? am i dirtier?


shoo shoo~ go away. i still want to wear my tubes and mini. oh!! i'm waiting for someone's promised steak. =DD
i will get my feelings away from him soon. don't wish that he will trigger my emotions. perhaps he will be the last one that makes me ever so crazy. jet'aime.
i'm merely following his say.
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