a good friday to all~
today is a stale day. staying at home, feeling itchy because of the skin allergy. evening time was deciding what to eat for dinner. it's supposed to be kfc for tonight. i was painting my nails and mgg wanted me to go down to westmall to buy that. oh my gosh. what a good deal for me. =.= being a rice bin, i rejected it immediately and mgg always got this bad habit.
mgg: then what you want to eat later?
me: i wanted to eat rice and few dishes will do.
mgg: no la. eat those noodles. 3 packet free 1 packet. then you eat the foc one.
me: o.O can i have rice then? i want rice only.
mgg: you want what noodles? (and she was busy thinking what to order)
me: i don't want. i want rice.
mgg: think of what noodles you want mah?
so i just pick beehoon cooked with gravy. because mgg asked dad about what he previously ate that dish was called, it seemed like i'm being fussy over the things i wanted to eat. and dad scolded me.
dad: you everything also don't want. go and buy yourself la!
me: huh.. i already told mgg i wanted that beehoon.
dad: (not listening to me) this don't want that also don't want. troublesome la!
me: i chosen the gravy beehoon liao. is mee keep changing my decision!
wah lao. i'm so pissed off whenever such things happen. after i picked what i wanted, mgg always ask me how about that other one? you sure you want that? whose in the fault when i decided what to eat and mum is the one that always wanted to change my decision. arghh~ but after rebutting, i shut my mouth up.
went online and chatted with friends. had some small conflict about dates. was rather tight on financial because of some birthday, medicine and bill thingy and i forgotten about my status. fifty plus bucks was gone so easily. school starting and i haven't got some proper pants for attachment. it was understandable why she will be angry yet i couldn't say why. reason will always be an excuse. i shouldn't explain to make things worsen.
i had no more face to take money from parents. WHY? relation is not good these days.
ahh.. i failed her once again. i see no reason she will date me once more.
life is getting harsher, loveless but pain-filled.
what things still can't fail? i had almost all done. Yours
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