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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

i listened to you. i enjoy your company. but it makes me realise one thing. i got an ugly heart. i had this problem towards all. whenever i saw it happening, i will smile along and hide my grieve. i don't know if it is normal to feel this way. the feeling of an indescribable emotion. jealousy or envy? ah i don't know. shit myself. the more you share, the weirder i feel.


i have an ugly heart which i wouldn't confess to my problem consciously. maybe the root to my problem is, i need some sweeter stuff. i need someone to be with me, without asking me why yet giving me a kind of assurance. somehow i feel......... i wouldn't be able to find it on anyone.


btw, this is not an emo entry.


i want you to be by my side only. not someone else please..
i'm as selfish either. ha..
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