wah lao. there goes my sleep again. panda eyes is soon going to conquer me. it's going to be a characteristic of xinyi. gone. i really wanted to bite, slap, tear, mince, hug or coax him as long as he stops. it's killing me! so noisy ah!!! i buried my head into my pillow and covered myself with my thermal blanket till i feel suffocated. but still, i couldn't seemed to diffuse the crying.
so i've decided, i'm going to buy ear plugs to save myself. it will come in handy because my lift construction will be carrying out soon too. now here's a problem, where on hell can i get those ear plugs? i mean those good ear plugs that construction workers used when drilling. it's those extremely air tight feel and not those mp3 plugs which i can still get distracted by unwanted foreign noise.
anyone knows? help me have a lookout too~ hee.. i've been a good girl for today. stayed at home since thursday afternoon. except for my macdonald meal. was extremely pleased but i've already decomposed. time to be out again. anybody?
oh back to today, i drank my expired milk. i had to because i didn't drink it yesterday and it's the last day. so far, no stomachache so i think it's alright? mmm.. finished my cereal and also one "soon kueh" that mum bought for me. i'm so full.
and not long after, mum asked me to have my dinner. omg! having too much food to eat can be bad too. i had to stuff those food and *correction* became bulimic in the later time. but nevertheless, rice is still my love. ^_____^
kun said he has a lobang for me. he really keep me wonder.. what on earth can be so profiting and so good to share with me? lols. what exactly is that?! arghh.. he kept me guessing and i suffered from insomnia because of this. wth. never mind. things will unfold on wednesday night when we meet. so two more nights till then, i'm still guessing it!
because he has no intention to disclose till we meet up. =.=
just when i was blog surfing, i came across to this blog which the author (anthony) wrote stories about some of his real life experiences. i read his first chapter and it keeps me going. now, i finished all his eleven chapters and is awaiting for more. it's addictive! afterall, most girls love those fiction romance la. right? and to my horror, anthony is kat's friend. lols. world is indeed small eh?
mmm.. i should thrash things out with him but there's something holding me back. it's worst than confession. eh no, it's not even a confession but what is that?! i'm really angry at myself. decided not to say anymore until i have come to a conclusion and solution.
that save myself and resume our friendship.
i failed to make her feel loved as a friend. i really failed her.
everyone has their dark secret which is not to be disclosed. Yours
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