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Friday, April 27, 2007

last night was lousy. what you've msged was imprinted in my mind. i couldn't figure what i was doing. sadness lingered. blabbered some nonsense to him. slapped myself to stop and well, couldn't do anything much. i laid my face on the sofa and feeling so tired...... hence, i decided to sleep earlier.


11.20pm. i'm already snuggling in my bed. ((=


i woke up at three plus. first thing i looked was, my phone. two smses and missed calls. who can that be? i replied anyway, sis was stunned to see me waking up, to reply sms.


and i sleep peacefully to today afternoon. a twelve hours sleep with spiritually-filled nightmare. i just realised how much i loved my sis. i can actually give in my 三魂七魄 for my sis's life and become a walking zombie. amazing.


enough of ah wu stuff. it's freaking disgusted to be pestered by nightmares. maybe i should jolt down those nightmare and use as ideas for horror movie eh?


just now, was chatting with a friend of mine and all of us went to shower at the same time. to think i'm the last one to be back. shower hair and drying hair. it's a chore. can anyone tell me why do we need to bathe? maybe i'll go out with smelly messy hair with some flies buzzing around and fleas dropping. i can have bigger personal space and of course, i will remember to hug my friends! who want to be the first lucky one?


i can still remember the story which i read before. the smellier you are, the more the witches cannot detect you. it's such a entertaining thought! witches have blue spits and wood-blocked feet. i love stories! hee.. i'm still bookwormy. any nice book for me?


ahh~ tomorrow has lecture again. notes copying time. hands going to break. ears going to strain. she spoke so softly till we feel like sleeping. i think i need to buy her a mike which voices can be refined or coarsen it to desire. it will be nice if i could... just shut myself off and live in my lala world.


wouldn't it be nice.........


mount faber is in singapore. don't laugh at my unburied joke. i'm not a singaporean and everybody know i didn't bluff through it. except for one.. who believed me. silly boy!


hahaha. familiar right? the one who missed me. you know it's you. stop denying you're not silly. lalalala~


alright. need to sleep even though i don't feel like. because lecture at 11am!
oyasumi~

why are you the one that hurts me unknowingly?
i club but it still the same old me.
a girl who waits like an idiot just for who..
you.
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