after dining, i went to popular to read that dino book again. after much consideration, i finally decided to get it for my math learning corner. i bought something for my mum. she has been grumbling that the numbers for our home telly was too dark and small.. cannot see. so i got her a real bright orange stickers and big big numbers. i sticked them on the keypad of each number. it looked so... gigantic now.
two hours ago, when i just reached home, dad reached too. immediately i took out the iron and preparing to iron laminating sheet. he saw my previous hp bill..
me: oh this is last month bill.
dad: *looking* wah, sixty plus! always call so much! -stunned and fuming-
me: no i didn't! only sms abit over.
dad: jie also didn't like that and you called so much. don't know how to earn money only know how to spend.
next, he saw me taking the iron and accused me of not keeping it after using. but it wasn't me! it's sis. i was scolded for nothing. again, and there i go,
silent...........................................................................
and messages came. finally some warm concern arrived. i was trying to be nice to him and strike a conversation with a light attitude. but what i get is only two strong scoldings. alright he's not in a good mood.
yeah, maybe only some will realise, i never ended my usual sms with many dots behind. i did it only when i have words left unsaid. perhaps it's better to leave it this way. afterall, who will be so free to listen to my nonsense. hahaha.
maybe it's hard to maintain a nice relationship when it only involves one party. it takes two hands to clap... till now, we haven't talk yet. oh, just a moment ago, sis gave me the reminder slip for my bill. good good. i should just give up my mobile soon. *claps* and because of my carelessness, i lost something quite important to me in the centre.
"the pain is emotionally than physically."
my cough was nothing compared to this.
*poof*
i was left unappreciated. Yours
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