this makes me reflect. what do i actually want? i seemed to be missing the wrong person. was it just any random passing phrase in my life? why do i think of someone whom i already let go? he should be my history. we stopped communicating each other until recently. why do i feel strange when your name is once being mentioned?
i can have many different type of relationship. i'm having a nice and sweet one right now but why i feel otherwise? baby was always so good and nice to me and i should be contented. 010807, will it be our third monthsary or it will become a history? maybe a silly girl shouldn't deserve to have any happiness.
a failed relationship makes me more independent. i will go anywhere and everywhere to have some quality moment alone. sitting down at a corner, began stoning till fossiled. taking long bus rides and finding a job that makes me slog.
tomorrow is the day for my life and death. everyone in my centre wish me luck and telling me that i can do well. yes i shouldn't be a disappointment. shall get it done nicely for the sake of myself. :)) it seemed like there's nothing else i'm capable of.. if i failed this time. but i know i can do it right?
alright i shall get my butt off and prepare for tomorrow 's lesson. tonight shall sleep early and stop thinking of irrevelant things. bless me with the greatest of luck people! and don't ask me anything regarding this. i need peace. i want to live like the sloth.
:))
tired and drained.
gonggong you're so mean to me.
where is the strength that keeps me going? Yours
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